I am fucking bored. In between tamil exams, my dad picked me up so I'm at home, lunch isn't ready yet, my mom won't let me watch tv now, and I don't feel like doing anything else.

I need to get off my ass. I really need to go run or something. Maybe this evening. If it doesn't rain again.

my last post was also whining about ennui. that is not good. and alias does actually excite me, but the download's not downloading right now. And the disney channel is seriously not giving up. what the fuck is up with that?

just watched vartan's jimmy kimmel appearance. i have tremendous respect for vartan's self-control now. seriously. jimmy kimmel is a FREAK. first he's all stalker-like with jennifer garner, then michael vartan for some strange reason agrees to go on the show, and all jimmy can talk about is jennifer and how he hates michael vartan for being her boyfriend, and tries to ask varty if he's got any dangerous hobbies, and tells him he should try slitting his wrists and swimming with sharks (it's real fun). he is so not funny. and of course he showed his stupid licking-jennifer's-face video, where he greenscreened himself onto a scene where sydney's kissing vaughn. and licked her face, basically. it is the sickest video ever. i am amazed that vartan didn't kick his ass solidly. i'm amazed that jennifer garner didn't. if she was sydney..

oh but one thing about the jimmy kimmel, they showed an AMAZING clip off prelude. it's vaughn and lauren, after lauren finds out that vaughn was helping keep sydney's secret about killing lazarey. and vaughn apparently derailed lauren's investigation of that, which must mean that not only did he keep the secret like he was told to by director dixon, and can't be blamed by lauren for, he must've thrown her off the track on something somehow. interesting. and she's screaming at him for protecting sydney from HER, and he's trying to convince her that sydney remembers nothing, and then she whispers, "do you still love her?" and vaughn has his best performance so far this season, when he kinda blows up and goes "oh damnit that's not what this is about!". he is so. fucking. hot. and the scene, HEH, looks exactly like one of those earlier warehouse scenes when sydney and vaughn would argue about missions or whatever. like, sort of shadowy and just close-ups on their faces while they're talking.

other news: sony and bmg are merging, so that basically they own a quarter of the recording business. the Man is going nuts being the Man.