Eurgh. I've got a huge dose of ennui. I think it's due to today being the first time in a long time that I've been home before 5. I will, after a long time, resort to talking to my blog.

There's a guy in school who's way too freakily similar to Freaky Bangalore Guy. I don't know him or his personality, and his face isn't really all that similar but somehow when I look at him it's just Freaky Bangalore Guy. Tall, very dark, not handsome at all. And he runs in the same way. And after he ran somewhere and came back, he was sweaty or something and sort of shook his shirt, and did it in the same way as Freaky Bangalore Guy. No I WASN'T staring at him.. I was just stoning in the concourse depression and he happened to be standing right in front of me.

Actually my ideas of resemblance are like my mum's - really bad. Maybe this guy really doesn't resemble FBG much more than in terms of height and skin colour, but somehow he really really reminds me of him.

And when Jireh was sitting around there and Letitia came by, I showed him to her, because she asked me to. And it was kinda stupid cos she couldn't figure out who I was talking about because she's so blur, and then she was pointing all over the place and I was trying to get her to stop pointing and I just ended up giggling away because it took her about 5 minutes to figure out who I was talking about. And she refused to stop pointing. And I noticed that the FBG-replica was staring at us. We probably looked like giggly adolescents looking at some cute guy or something. Rather embarrassing.

I'm really missing RGS. Actually I'm really missing my friends. The people who could watch me do stupid things, say silly things and wouldn't bat an eyelid. I've been seperated from all my closest friends and I hardly get to see them and some of them don't seem to care and overall it's lonely and I'm just being a totally depressed soul of late. And I'm being more emotional than I ever have been. Everything makes me all sad and chokey.