ahh.. have a history essay to do, my mother's being impatient with my maid, and it looks like i'm not going to be able to go for the uwc rockshow. which is disappointing to say the least, because it means i won't be able to see all the hot uwc guys. (and i'll miss some great music.)

but on a happier note, syf audition went pretty alright. atleast thankfully i was close to the end so the lt was pretty empty by the time they got to me and it wasn't unnerving. everybody keeps asking why auditioning in front of people scares me since i've performed so many times in front of so many people. but an audition is so unprepared, especially this one, because it was such a weird passage and i'd barely practiced it, or had somebody properly give me an opinion on my reading. i didn't really get into the persona, and it's so much easier to act when you've got a persona to cover your ass. i was planning to prepare a little last night, but got back from dance very late and then wasted the rest of the night until i got sleepy, as usual. discussing the usual - life, the universe and everything. and dance felt so good after so long. it's been almost 6 months!

j poh was really good in her audition, and so were vaish, and michael and choon and harish, although harish's accent was terribly incongruous. it's odd when indians, or for that matter, anybody with pronounced 'other' accents attempt singlish. people tell me i sound weird when i say lah.. which is a bit strange. oh harish sounded like he was talking in hindi when he said the malay stuff! beyond amusing. and i hope booth doesn't just remember me as the 'girl who speaks incomplete sentences.' what embarrassment that would be. but my life is full of impending, mortifying embarrassment. humiliation, potentially.

and i think we have a petunia. although the vernon part is unknown, but we can simply assign one. :)