you know, increasingly i'm finding it hard to believe that khushnam exists. despite talking to her everyday. it's too hard to believe that a BRAIN like that can exist in any body.
i have come to the conclusion (a little late, perhaps) that she truly belongs in a loony bin. she is schizo and delusional. good enough.
and she SCARES ME. she says she's going to move NEXT DOOR TO ME. how TERRIFYING is that. obviously it isn't true, but that she harbours such intentions is bad enough. she's really as much of a stalker as she can possibly be given her current circumstances. which brings to mind the scary prospect of what she'll do when she attains financial independence. i have to hope that i get out of singapore soon, and then i'll lie about where i am. send her off to iraq or something. no that would be horrible. ok i'll send her to france. atleast she can see a nice place. and maybe the french will honestly tell her a thing or two about herself that she doesn't realise (fugly and insane, for example).

btw, all the times when piyush appears in the conversations - he doesn't appear as a new invitee into the conversation, with a seperate email address. it's still only khushnam's email address, with the nickname switching from khushnam to piyush and back and forth. which makes it highly likely that piyush is a figment of her imagination. which is really really really pathetic. and scary - the delusional thing, and the schizophrenia!

she doesn't even GET it when i'm being horribly sarcastic. anyway her wanting to be my neighbour has given me much distaste for her. thus i am being very bitchy through the rest of the conversation, sort of as much as my conscience allowed.. which wasn't much because as minty said, she's really a very pitiful person.


Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
sorry about that but i gotta talk with piyush in the same window
Piyush says:
hi babew
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
bye gotta go baby
it's a traitor's moon. says:
uhh why can't you talk to him in two seperate windows?
it's a traitor's moon. says:
or, if you're at the same computer, talk to each other normally?
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
we are in two comp in the same house and can we chat or busy
it's a traitor's moon. says:
if you're on two computers in the same house, you -can- chat in some other window than mine, you know
it's a traitor's moon. says:
in fact two computers can't be chatting from the same msn account at once anyway
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
ya
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
but you can join in the same comp the the problem in his comp
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
thats
it's a traitor's moon. says:
.. ok whatever
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
and whatcha doing
it's a traitor's moon. says:
listening to music
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
me too
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
and whats ur mom doing
it's a traitor's moon. says:
sleeping, i guess
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
oh and ur brother
it's a traitor's moon. says:
also sleeping
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
dad
it's a traitor's moon. says:
sleeping.
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
only ur awake
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
and whats the time at singupore
it's a traitor's moon. says:
midnight
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
oh gosh
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
aint you sleepy
it's a traitor's moon. says:
i am
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
then why don't u get some rest
it's a traitor's moon. says:
because i want to talk to you.
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
oh how sweet off u ya you're the best
it's a traitor's moon. says:
yup
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
yup you're correct
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
so whatcha doing still
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
i hope themusic is not to high
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
can i have which songs do u have
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
a song
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
can u tell me a few of them
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
pop
it's a traitor's moon. says:
hope the music is not too high?
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
ya or ur mom will scream
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
hey what are u upto
it's a traitor's moon. says:
why will my mom scream?
it's a traitor's moon. says:
ohh.. you mean volume
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
yup
it's a traitor's moon. says:
not really a problem, her room's far away from mine
it's a traitor's moon. says:
and there are closed doors in between
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
oh great lucky u
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
we maybe shifting too singupore too
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
rember that house next too urs i'll be living there maybe and then well be next door nabours
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
ai'nt that great
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
so how are ur friends
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
hey put ur name in online
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
not in away
it's a traitor's moon. says:
the house next to mine???
it's a traitor's moon. says:
people LIVE there/
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
ya i know but there maybe shifting in december if they are their call us
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
so aint u happy
it's a traitor's moon. says:
um, no
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
why not
it's a traitor's moon. says:
because i like my neighbours.
it's a traitor's moon. says:
and, well, they're not moving.
it's a traitor's moon. says:
and you don't even know them
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
ok whatever canwe chat after fifteen minutes
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
if u wanna stay online its ok
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
i got to have dinner
it's a traitor's moon. says:
you like to say whatever to avoid difficult subjects don't you
it's a traitor's moon. says:
i'm going to sleep soon anyway
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
stay online for five mintues
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
hey im back
it's a traitor's moon. says:
yay.
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
listen you know what happend today you'll get surprised sobody today put vine in my cold drink
it's a traitor's moon. says:
vine?
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
yup
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
red vine
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
horrable
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
right
it's a traitor's moon. says:
WINE.
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
yes
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
horrable
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
na
it's a traitor's moon. says:
and it's not that surprising, it's called spiking a drink.
it's a traitor's moon. says:
and it's not that bad.. wine's pretty nice anyway
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
ya iknow
it's a traitor's moon. says:
so.. it's not 'horrable'
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
whatever
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
u know whats the worst thing ever ,my room is very close to my room
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
that the worst thing ever
it's a traitor's moon. says:
well, yeah
it's a traitor's moon. says:
it would be
it's a traitor's moon. says:
your room IS your room.
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
yup
it's a traitor's moon. says:
so, uh.. why's it a bad thing?
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
cause when my dad goes to bed i cant put loued music
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
damet my movie has not yet come with my 7 movies
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
one is shani night sec fresh prince of beliar 5 cds and full house when dj gets married
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
ya thanks a lot for private emotion
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
do u have go the distance by ricky martin mp3 please ya i have been looking for htat song since ten years old
it's a traitor's moon. says:
nope
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
i havet yet got it
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
can u try to get for me please
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
i have tried for too long
it's a traitor's moon. says:
download it.
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
i have tried but i want the mp3 i have the video but i want mp3 also
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
so my uncle is there curnal bejon banker
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
i am sea sailing
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
tommorroe
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
tommorrow
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
how is it is a ship in the sea
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
]why dont you visit www.lunch.yahoo.com
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
and put dots
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
so whatcha upto again
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
ha ha
it's a traitor's moon. says:
still listening to music
it's a traitor's moon. says:
i think i'm going to sleep now
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
okcanbut then when can we chat again
it's a traitor's moon. says:
i don't know
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
tommorrow
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
please please tell me hte time ok please come online tommorrow
it's a traitor's moon. says:
i don;'t know..
it's a traitor's moon. says:
i have a lot of work to do
it's a traitor's moon. says:
and i'll be out through the afternoon
it's a traitor's moon. says:
and i have an uncle coming for dinner
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
oh ok fine too me
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
i understand
it's a traitor's moon. says:
that's great
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
hey wait tommorrow i have to go swimming all day come back at five in the evainng then go out with curnal bejon banker then go out for dinner and go for a sleepover and hten going to piyuhs place i am out hole day tommorrow
it's a traitor's moon. says:
fantastic.
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
sorry im not at all free
it's a traitor's moon. says:
oh i'm so sad
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
really or just kiding
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
be back in the afternoon
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
monday
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
after school i hope u understand
it's a traitor's moon. says:
yeah no problem
it's a traitor's moon. says:
only, of course, i
it's a traitor's moon. says:
'm not free on monday
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
i may not go tomorrow
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
may im not posative
it's a traitor's moon. says:
anyway i can't talk tomorrow
it's a traitor's moon. says:
and i should really go now
it's a traitor's moon. says:
bye
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
why
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
see ya are you going to sleep
it's a traitor's moon. says:
yeah
it's a traitor's moon. says:
i already told you why i'm not free tomorrow
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
ok see ya bye ya take care off ur self and please come online whenever u want
Skinny Beanie Is Too Cool For You says:
and chat but don't come online after ten twenty days i get worried