i need to find something to do with my time. i'm considering starting to read fanfic again, which is a dangerous road to go down. but then i have a feeling that even if i did, i'd get bored of it soon enough. i think. anyway the prospect of reading doesn't currently excite me very much. i have millions of books that i could occupy myself with - but reading is too energetic an activity for me right now. and Life After God is disappointing, albeit easy to read. Maybe it'll make more sense by the end of the book. Right now it's just sort of boring and doesn't seem to be saying much. I should really do something about the way i oscillate between caps and non-caps. it's not a very.. regular oscillation, if that's the term to use. not really an oscillation then. vacillation? i have a vacillatory nature. i also ramble a lot. i've forgotten the point of this post. well. boredom. ennui, really. since i can think of things to do - such as HOMEWORK. and my resolution to study for an hour a day, whatever happened to that?

Aha! i shall watch a dvd and then sleep. actually that reminds me that there is a lot of stuff i have to watch if i'm bored again at some point. and sleep is a nice last resort for boredom. atleast it's healthy. although i finally have ice-cream! so ice-cream with a movie might destroy my sleepiness but what the hell. i have nothing else to do and it would be a crime to go to bed at 9.16pm.