Sunday, October 30
frightfully strange dream last night.

hm. i think... the boys were going to NS. and for some reason this took place in kashmir. and i've always wanted to go to kashmir so um i sort of went with. not just me but other girls as well. i remember chit. i can't remember who else. and well the place didn't really look like kashmir. because there were lakes and it looked really rather tropical. in fact i think it might've been an island -- which leads me to the Lost-ish part.

there was this really hot guy. identity was rolly. but face was matthew fox -- you know, foxy, jack shepard, hot doctor on Lost. So Hot. but anyway yeah face was foxy, but he was rolly. don't know why. and he was tall and wearing a suit. can i emphasise just one more time that he was Very Hot? gah one's my teacher one's an actor playing a doctor on a tv show, both are married. disturbing. i'm not even going to attempt any freudian interpretations.

in fact in RL i don't think matthew fox is THAT hot. he's good-looking, pretty appealing, great actor. but the dream me was totally infatuated. and the dream me was thinking that hey rolly's looking a lot like foxy. and i was discussing it with someone. i cannot remember who. might've been claud. except claud, i presume, has no idea who foxy is or what he looks like. so it might've been vaish. or since chit was there and she watches lost, it might've been chit. however, chit doesn't know rolly. though she's probably seen him.

argh and there were boats and bikinis and cameras. it was a rather nice dream. in some other non-kashmir part of the dream, my little cousins from new york were there. and my uncle too. my littler cousin was a baby in the dream. such a cute baby. but she isn't actually a baby anymore. maybe it's because i can't wait to see what the forthcoming cousin's going to be like. and they were in my parents' bedroom. well it looked mostly like my parents' bedroom but it was more cavelike and there were... trees. i think. so it might be an extention of the kashmir/island/whatever. since, you know, some of them (including jack) stay in the caves and there are trees. but the island in my dream was less green, somehow. and the water was more brackish. it wasn't hawaii for sure.

what a strange strange strange dream. i was quite disappointed when it was over. it was exciting and adventurous and it might be a result of my feeling sad last night that the only time i left singapore this year was for two days in tioman. which may have caused the boats and bikinis and cameras part actually. i haven't been thinking of Lost lately, though. my mind works in really peculiar ways.

time to shower. the parents and brother are out for the first birthday party of another adorable little baby. i would love to go but i Must Study. the doom is fast approaching.