ah well. we're runners-up. because of the CAP thing. i think jireh felt bad that because he took that idea, we essentially lost. but we were definitely the crowd favourite, and i think that's the important thing. although i definitely am disappointed that we didn't win. but the audience was disappointed as well, so it's still good. and jireh deserved best director more than anybody else in the world. i didn't think the med fac directing was spectacular at all. and i guess i can't tell if the arts directing was fantastic from an audience point of view besides the chicken scene which was brilliant, but from an actor's point of view i have to say that jireh is a genius.

and i was thoroughly humiliated by being sent down for that whose line stuff at the end. jumping through the hoops, damn stupid. oh well.

heh.. nominated for best actress. it was so strange, vaish and claud were nominated, then there were two others, and then me at the end. i was like half-feeling bad that i was the only one out of the triumvirate who wasn't nominated, and then i was! yay! the triumvirate rocks. i'll never stop calling josh eggbert, or stop being condo, like vaish will never stop being mega. i'm totally shittily broken hearted that it's all over. and i'm really scared that the cast will stop saying hi in the corridors, or stop talking or something. because i absolutely loved the experience of making this play, and somehow am confident that even if maybe we weren't the best play, we definitely got the best experience out of it, because the people were just brilliant. i guess i'm also likely to be wrong, since experience is such an individual thing. but i think somehow our cast get along really well with each other. and we truly love what we did.

andandand i have more to say, but i can't get it all out. i hope that we can do the play again for camp make a difference. i want it back. and i hope we have a cast party soon.

ok i need a shower badly. maybe i'll blog more about the play tomorrow.