Thursday, February 19
am ponning tomorrow, yay! today was just brilliant. am still on a high from all the praise and flowers and compliments and the happiness and all. but tomorrow should be even better, because we can be even more brilliant and just blow them away. i am rather reassured about med fac, because despite good acting from a couple of the actors, their play came across very anticlimactic. like it was so deep and shit, but the ending was completely silly. and half the play was angsty and the other half stupidly funny. i think if you want a deep play take a couple of hours. it doesn't work in half an hour, especially with interspersed humour. there was ultimately no message. everybody was saying that they didn't know what the hell the play was about.

whereas arts attempts no message at all. and at the same time can be interpreted in various deep and meaningful ways. and by all accounts we were absolutely fantastic and very professional. and i trust that opinion because jireh is a real genius. and there are new additions to the jireh fanclub.

but hubris will take me nowhere. will pray for the best. for now, shall go clean contacts and go to sleep. my contacts were being fucking annoying today. they were so shittily haloed. it was disgusting. and they hurt so much.. i think i'm wearing them too long. thank god, tomorrow am skipping school. useless day anyway :)