Happy vday everyone! What a fucking busy day. Drama since the morning, then came home, changed and rushed off for the mtv asia awards. We actually had pretty sucky seats - I think only the standing people had good views. And we didn't get to go on the red carpet because actually that's only for the really really very important people. Damn. One day I shall be one of them. Only I won't be going to MTV because I'll be above all that. The music entirely sucks. The decent nominees - Eminem (though only for Lose Yourself because everything else is pretty bad), Robbie Williams, Michelle Branch, Dido - won nothing. I think they orchestrated everything such that the people who were actually attending the show won. Like Gareth Gates beat Justin Timberlake and Eminem? I don't like JT, mind, but he is hugely popular. Ah well. The rest was all non-English stuff. Everything was fun to mock. And Michelle Branch and Blue didn't even perform!!! Actually I'm not sure, they might have, but I don't think so. We left before the last segment of the show started. And they only said that Black Eyed Peas were going to perform then, so unless Blue and/or Michelle Branch did a surprise performance, they didn't perform. If the second half of that sentence made any sense, let me know. Anyway, overall shitty music.

Oh there was chicken stuff! I can no longer hear the word 'chicken' without grinning, because of our wonderful dramafest. Anyway, the chicken was one of the nominees for some best short film or something thingy. Anyway, there were quite a few animals among the nominees, but a human won. And then the host, Denise something, spoke to the chicken. The chicken squawked (and I must say that the chickens of CFC squawk much better) and Denise translated, that the chicken believed that there was a prejudice against animals and that they must fight for the rights of the chickens who're being killed or something. And then Denise asked the audience to say with her, "save those chickens! save those chickens!" Actually I can't remember if she asked the audience to say it with her, I might just be remembering Vaish's say it with me, but Denise did repeat "save the chickens!" And I felt like getting up and screaming "Kill those chickens!" in my sadistic little voice.

I gave a lot of kisses out today! Some were rejected, because people had colds/sore throats. Hershey's kisses, heh. Drama was fun. I am going to look a very floaty gypsy/billionaire businesswoman.

I am developing a gastric. I need to develop better eating habits. And sleeping habits. And life management habits, in general. And my eyes hurt. And my knee hurts, cos I banged it against my bed or my table or something last night. And I have a headache and I need sleep. I am falling to pieces.