i'm feeling very random, and high. what an emotional see-saw day. but it was all good.

my dad's sitting in my brother's room in the dark, watching the computer defragment. you know when the boxes move and disappear and reappear and change colour. now i know where i got the habit of doing that identically weird thing. i used to be disturbed at how fascinatingly hypnotic the boxes were. now i know it's normal.. well, relatively normal, for chit quotes spike when i tell her this: "i've had more fun watching my nails grow".

atleast maybe he can finally fix the internet on that computer. it's so annoying when my brother comes to use mine. i'm always afraid that he'll find something that he shouldn't.

i'm blogging wayyy too much for my own good today. i need friends, or something. where are all my friends???