today has been... a strangely mixed-up day.
very bad mood through the morning and stuff, i think some people were unnecessarily reciprocating the bad mood, and there was a lot of shit that got me majorly pissed off. i hate most when i have to be pissed off with the people whom i enjoy the company of so very much. but i managed a good long rant to chit just now, so i'm all catharcised. and plus bitched some to my favourite bus-stop walking person (you know who you are!) although the busy-ness of today meant not enough complain time. shitty day, shitty day. anyway, thank you so much for you, as usual. and thong also, thank you! for being an adorable person who doesn't listen when he's not supposed to, haha. today actually ended pretty well, though. especially departing school with a little episode of rice-krispie-throwing. i discovered that i can't have someone aiming krispies at me without desperately shutting my eyes. anyway didn't manage to grab a single krispie in that manner. and chipping at the ice before that, literally breaking the ice. and the lit trip presentation, the part i was most dreading, turned out surprisingly well despite the extreme impromptu-ness. making people laugh is always the best high.

and then i came home and ate some decent food for the first time today, and promptly fell asleep until i got woken up for dinner, and dazedly ate dinner, and came back to my room and did my rant, and got some ice-cream which is always great, and i'm getting some ego-boosting which is a fantastic pick-me-up, but all my plans of grabbing the bull by the horns and catching up on some sleep might get smashed if i don't hurry up with this post and go off. so i shall end here with a thank you (for some, that is very sarcastic, and for others, very sincere. have fun figuring it out! i wonder if that's a bit too mean, but i think for now i'll stop worrying about being mean since i very rarely lose my temper anyway.)