discussing crushability factors with kelly (not the usual suspects, though, i'm afraid.) we're both crush-free at the moment, and not unhappy about it. hmm. i can't really think of anyone in rj that i'd want to have a crush on. am still wondering if i'd date a chinese guy. but i know no -really- attractive indian guys. met an old friend at the dinner party today (which i was forced to go to in the end) and he's turned into quite a looker. been a couple of years since i last saw him. hmm. but personality-wise, he falls in the ranks. there was that superhot indian guy at the hilton fashion exhibition last year, what a wasted opportunity. if only my dad hadn't been standing right behind me, i could've continued the conversation decently. ugh. so hot. and he seemed really nice, from what little conversation we had. we didn't even get to a name-exchanging stage, isn't that sad. ok sad-case aparna, stop.

jireh looked fuckable last night. he says he's been working out. such a pity, if only he were straight i could have a crush on him. how depressing.

am bored, and i can't find my humanz scholarship letter. my mum wants it for something. gah. my desk is still a mountain and i have accomplished nothing today. shite.