I'm having another awful conversation with Khushnam. I told her that she doesn't spell very well, because I corrected her spelling a few times (congestion-congenshion and feaver-fever and severe-siver and medicine-medsin, yeah we were talking about the severe colds we both have) and she said "oh sorry ya i am really badly sick, i even forgot my spelling" so i said that her spelling's always bad. and then she messed up another bunch of words, and herself said that she should try and type slower (although the mistakes she makes are the manifestation of really bad english skills and not typos). I told her that she always types slow. And then she said "not these days, i type really fast now". Blah blah. I'm in a really short-tempered mood. My cough is killing me. And one of my ears is blocked because of this thing. Really annoying, like being on a plane only yawning/swallowing isn't helping to unblock the ear.

Ok now she's telling me about some mad, sick boy aman who's online and she really doesn't want to talk to him. I can't believe that she bugs me endlessly with her online-ness and then she complains to me about random guys that I have no idea about. And I haven't replied now for a coupla minutes so she's saying "hello are you talking", "hello are you there or talking to someone else" "hello" "hello are you there" "hello aparna are you there". This will go on for another few minutes before she starts asking if I'm alright, if I'm mad at her and so on. I'm truly inclined to tell her to shut the fuck up and leave me alone, but I'm scared I'll break her heart. Heh she's tried a new technique to make me talk - "you want something scary?" She's trying to make me interested. Primal methods of attraction, but I'm not taking. And now she says "oh my god", presumably to make me ask what happened.

I've saved a bunch of msn convos from her, mainly one-sided talking.

khushnam says:
Hi Aparna
khushnam says:
Are U Busy
khushnam says:
A Very Happy New Year
khushnam says:
Now It Is 2004
khushnam says:
How Is Your Mom
cast me gently into morning for the night has been unkind says:
happy new year
khushnam says:
Can You Send Me Some Of Your Pictures
khushnam says:
Happy New Year To You Too
cast me gently into morning for the night has been unkind says:
sorry, i have to sleep now
khushnam says:
Sleep What Whats The Time There
khushnam says:
Ok GoodNight Bye Bye Ta Ta Take Care Bye Happy New Year Too
khushnam says:
2004
khushnam says:
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Good Night Take Care Happy New Year Too You Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye
khushnam says:
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye
khushnam says:
good night
khushnam says:
happy new year



khushnam says:
hi
khushnam says:
where are u
khushnam says:
Get Up Now It's Morning Time To Wake Up
khushnam says:
Ding Dong
khushnam says:
Wakey Wakey
khushnam says:
Up See Dasey Wake Up This Is Not
khushnam says:
Time To Sleep
khushnam says:
Get Up Now Eat You're Breakfirst And Let's Chat
khushnam says:
Or You're Really Out Well Then Ok BYe
khushnam says:
Bye
Khushnam's says:
Wake Up Aparna




Khushnam's says:
Yeah Finshed
Khushnam's says:
So Soon Also
Khushnam's says:
I'm Back
Khushnam's sends:

Open(Alt+P)
Khushnam's says:
I Was Doing A Fashion Show So I Took This PIc For My Best Friends
Khushnam's says:
And Boy Friends
Khushnam's says:
can u send me some of youre pic

You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\Administrator\My Documents\My Received Files\102_0238.JPG from Khushnam's.

Khushnam's says:
I Am Very Worred About One Of My Friends
Khushnam's says:
She Is A Very Very Old Best Friend Of Mine
Khushnam's says:
I Hope Shes Alright And If U Will Aslo Don't Talk To Me For A Long Time I WIll Get Very Worred Too LIke THis
Khushnam's says:
Gotta Go Sleep
Khushnam's says:
Bye




And this next one was after I told her to leave me alone cos I was sick. The second half of the conversation, after she told me to take orange 'juce' (she spelt it once as juce, and then repeated it spelling it as jucie.)

Khushnam says:
And Have Orange Jucie A Lot Of It
aparna says:
yes you already told me that
Khushnam says:
i know just beening protive
aparna says:
protive?
Khushnam says:
yes
aparna says:
what does that mean?
Khushnam says:
I Don't Know That Ask You're Mom
aparna says:
my mom's not in town
aparna says:
and why'd you use a word that you don't know the meaning of
Khushnam says:
where is she
Khushnam says:
Listen I Had Asked U In The Morning Do U Have John Mayer Your Body Is Wonderland
Khushnam says:
hello are u there
Khushnam says:
do u know any music website
Khushnam says:
to download mp3's
aparna says:
hey i'm gonna sleep now
aparna says:
gnite
Khushnam says:
what this grite
aparna says:
good night
Khushnam says:
Good Night Too U Too Feeling pukie
Khushnam says:
Bye



Oh man and now, she's still trying to get me to accept the scary thing she's sending me.

Khushnam says:
you want some hting scary
Khushnam says:
thing
Khushnam says:
oh my god
Khushnam sends:

Accept (Alt+C) Save As... (Alt+S) Decline (Alt+D)
Khushnam says:
u must see htis
Khushnam says:
htis
Khushnam says:
this
Khushnam says:
scared to take it
Khushnam says:
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha scared to touch it
Khushnam says:
he he he