i was depressed yesterday for a whole load of reasons! and the fact that i was talking about council so much does -not- mean that i was actually upset about it. i was upset that when people talked to me and i sounded depressed, they were just like "oh but i thought you didn't care about council'?" because i'm just like HELLO there ARE other reasons for me to be depressed, you know. although to be frank i was a little bit disappointed over council, and then there were various other pissingoffnesses about last night that just piled on and made it all worse. i never usually get depressed, so last night was bad. and then there's just that feeling that nobody's actually listening, so that's where the blog comes in. and that's where poor khushnam becomes the casualty. but, well, right now i'm talking to her and she's just worried about me and stuff. she's fortunately very thick-skinned. and i'm being extra nice to her today for good measure =]

i'm wasting far too much time. had sophie over for dinner, after going to hollandv to get lunch and look for cameras - sophie needs a new one, and i'm doing my research before deciding which one to get my parents to buy for my birthday (yeah i got rid of that surprise birthday present tradition a long time ago.. much better when i just get something i really want).
holland v is incredibly dead at 3 in the afternoon.. i never realised till today. nydc was open and relatively alive, though, so we went there and got the only thing that both sophie and i can eat. it's pretty amazing when you put a vegetarian and a super-allergic person together. we weren't exactly keen on spending tons of money, so we needed to split a meal, and besides desserts there was exactly one thing on the menu that we could both have. thankfully it was really good stuff. baked rice with veggies and mushrooms and lots of cheese.
and then home, and i fell promptly asleep and woke up basically in time for dinner. and sophie's so cute! she knows where the placemats are kept and everything! she took it all out herself and set the table. my maid was very amused by her enthusiasm, and was telling me that i should learn from her to be so enthusiastic about helping to set the table and all. and soph insisted on having it proper indian style - so the big steel plates, and no forks/spoons.

today's been a good day.
i shall go now and eat the ice-cream that i've been forgetting to eat since saturday.
or, nevermind.
tomorrow.

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or are we still friends
or
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friends o
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please don't igroe me please
aparna are we still friends
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
yeah
Skinny Beanie says:
hey whatcha doing hows your mood
i hope ur fine
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
yeah i am, why?
Skinny Beanie says:
just asking because of yesterday
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
oh
well
yeah
Skinny Beanie says:
what happend yesterday
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
don't know
just pissed off at the world, i think
Skinny Beanie says:
ok maybe ya i got so worried yesterday
i was crying yesterday i got so worried for u so worried really
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
oh i'm so sorry
don't worry about me, i'm fine
Skinny Beanie says:
that fine
whatcha dooing and what is you're momdoing
doing
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
my mom's out of town
i'm doing my homework
Skinny Beanie says:
oh where has ur mom gone to if you're mom goes to delhi so then come with her and if u don't mind please stay with us ok
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
my mom's gone to mexico when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
and anyway, i can't just come anywhere in the middle of school term - you know that
Skinny Beanie says:
ya but please try to do
and mexico is a great city
maybe comming to singuapore in 25th dec
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
mexico is a country, actually
and mexico's coming to singapore?
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
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Skinny Beanie says:
ya i know
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
no i dont
Skinny Beanie says:
why not
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
because i'd never have any use for it
Skinny Beanie says:
ya i wish school started soon i miss school i miss my friends
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
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Skinny Beanie says:
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
i won't be in town, probably
Skinny Beanie says:
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Skinny Beanie says:
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it
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
i don't know where i'm going in december
and if i'm in delhi and you're in singapore, it won't work will it?
don't count on my coming to delhi anyway.. i'm most probably not
Skinny Beanie says:
ok but write the no please
number
today i am very happy
and u know why
i met some special
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
see i told you you'd get over whatshisface.. rakesh?
Skinny Beanie says:
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hey he want to see me tommorrow
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
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Skinny Beanie says:
what do i whear
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uh.. clothes?
i'm not exactly familiar with your wardrobe, unfortunately.
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
huh means i don't understand what you're talking about
Skinny Beanie says:
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
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Skinny Beanie says:
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i know that u will the nu
but you'll say don't call me
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
none
Skinny Beanie says:
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
uh.. stevie wonder?
i guess he's the only one
i haven't heard of half of the rest.
bryan adams is not too bad either
Skinny Beanie says:
allright
do u like any actor than jonny depp
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
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gale harold
Skinny Beanie says:
hows that
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
what?
Skinny Beanie says:
nothing
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
smiles??
Skinny Beanie says:
ya
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
can you put smiles?
Skinny Beanie says:
yes
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
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Skinny Beanie says:
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
ohh you mean smilies???
Skinny Beanie says:
ya
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
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Skinny Beanie says:
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when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
antro bandaris?
Skinny Beanie says:
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Skinny Beanie says:
and jonny depp
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
what's antro bandaris??
do you mean.. antonio banderas?
Skinny Beanie says:
an actor
ya
i don'tknow there spelling
correct
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
ahh ok
i couldn't figure out what you meant
Skinny Beanie says:
ok
if i just put off the comp in a hurry that means i gotta go my dad's come
is that ok too u
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
ok
Skinny Beanie says:
my mom has dressed up in my old clothes and made him whear a hat so cute
shadow
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
your mom's wearing your old clothes??!
ohh shadow.. that's your dog is it?
Skinny Beanie says:
no shadow is
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
ok
Skinny Beanie says:
bye dad has come
when i counted out my demons, there was one for every day. says:
i seem to be having a lot of trouble understanding you today
ok bye