so, omg my saturday is completely gone.

this after panic kept me up about 2 hours last night/this morning. i was lying in bed wondering if i should go back to work because i was so panicky that i wouldn't be able to finish studying, or if i should squeeze my eyes shut and will myself to sleep. so finally i must've gone to sleep at about 4ish. and then you know how my morning went.

afternoon - well, tried to begin studying but one page of russian rev and the sleepiness hit me like a... heavy thing. so that was about two hours. and then up, and oh the strike of the guilt. so market failure accomplished.

and then useless tuition which was spent talking about homosexuality issue and pakistani workers to compensate for the ejection of indonesian illegal immigrants from malaysia, and f1 and travelling and bangkok flea markets. atleast it's fun.

and then another episode of buffy over dinner, and i told myself i'd sleep early tonight to sort of regulate sleeping patterns in order not to be up all hours during mondaytuesdaywednesday.

i'm tempted to go watch nonsense on discovery travel&living, though. NO. i shall switch off the computer and attempt lit. grr. in fact i should switch off the power behind my desk which is quite hard to access so i won't be tempted to switch it back on. except that it's also got the power for my desk lamp. damn computer. i should pull out the plug or something. extreme actions.

but i feel like talking to kelly! who is only online very briefly when i am. hello kelly! why aren't you online?

eeek still have econs to unmuddle self about, the major part of history left, LIT, and mugging of the math formulae. among other things. i'm thankful our tests only last three days. a week-and-a-half, hwach style, though it would presumably not have the two-a-day format of ours, would kill me.

and i'm also thankful our tests start in the morning or else i won't ever wake up.

speak of the devil! kel has arrived :)

EDIT: fuck. three sources tell me that math is going to be fucking tough. not good. not good at all.