annoyingly, i blogged some things last night and the post didn't get published.

it was quite interesting stuff that i found out while googling princess sarah of brunei because nasty said she was very pretty and stuff. i discovered that she's born on the 9th of april 1987, making her exactly a day younger than me.

and a couple of years ago the king of jordan was married on the 7th of september, which is my brother's birthday, and the wedding of prince naruhito of japan to masako was in 1999 on june 9 - my dad's birthday.

coincidences, coincidences.

i can't imagine being a princess. i mean, there's all the unimaginable wealth and little-girl "i want to be a princess" fantasies of a big palace and a literal prince charming and all, but reality is formal stuffy traditions and a life of responsibility and there are probably very few princes who actually are charming. or even good looking. and all the scandals and the pressure (think masako), hardly perfect or a fairytale. yesterday i was asking vaish if the princess wears normal clothes, and vivien said that i must be thinking if i were a princess, i could have all the clothes i wanted. and yeah i guess i was thinking that sort of, but more than that i was just wondering if a princess could wear whatever she liked. especially from a muslim country. she's 17 years old, she must like clothes and music and all that stuff, but she's married already and... i don't know, it's just scary. i can't even handle my own little life half the time, but she has to handle her own and her husband's and the responsibility of being a royal figure.

but there are lots of things i can't imagine.

i am overwhelmed with tiredness and yet cannot sleep now because relatives are coming for dinner and my parents have gone to get my brother's friend a birthday gift and then drop my brother at his friend's place, so if the relatives arrive before the parents come back, i have to entertain them. ugh.

and... i have immense regrets about quitting syf dance. other than that, a fairly interesting day. things done, sights seen. had a really good nap during pe while listening to coldplay on kelly's ipod. and then beatles during math remedial. and lit s was fascinating as usual. mcconnell is very very good.

i have to go get changed now. it's going to be a very long evening.