Ack. I think I often sound far more vehement than I ever really am. I've been asked if I'm mad more times in my life than I actually have been mad. Actually, that's not true. But I never really get angry with people. Just with situations, and those are hardly ever involving people whom I'm close to, because if it's someone I know reasonably well I'd feel I owed it to them to tell them that they made me angry. And whatever it is, I'm probably the most un-angry person in the world. I get depressed rather than angry. And I'm a happy person anyway. Well. Apologies to all who think I'm angry. The problem with making comments via the internet, nothing comes out the way it's supposed to sound.

I should stop having religious discussions on my blog as well, since it just creates controversy. And my blog is meant for light-hearted reading. It's supposed to be entertaining, funny. Although of late my constant grouchiness hasn't made for very much lightheartedness. I'm growing up too fast. Ennui, jadedness. Everything I hate. I should start talking to Khushnam again, and posting the scintillating conversations. That's an idea. I will work on it.