god. i was accosted on the stairs by her boyfriend, and forced to take the role that he won't let her play because he's a jealous possessive arsehole (i'm sorry if he ever reads this, because i don't really know him anyway so i accept that this is likely to be an extremely biased opinion.) and he lied that there isn't a lot of tamil, because vaish says that it's almost completely tamil. wtf. the fact that i learnt tamil for ten years does not make me able to speak tamil, since i practically only spoke tamil in oral exams, and i've forgotten all my tamil now.. and vaish laughs when she listens to me attempting to communicated with the maid in tamil.

and i have 49843758927450987 things to do (i hate to express large numbers like that, so it shows the extent of my number of things to do.) i'm going to totally flunk my SATs at this rate. every day my mom asks how my progress is with regard to studying for the SATs, and i tell her that it's fine. the only reason that it's fine is that it is nothing at all! it doesn't exist. I. Have. Not. Studied.

And bio and mathII!!! Jireh I need math help!