OMG i want this!

muahahaa i have removed the shoutbox/tagboard/whateverit'scalled. it was getting super annoying, with the inadvertent double-triple-posting and the way it refuses to work every few days. so you're going to have to use the comments. shoojee says it's inconvenient cos there are two pages to get through -- which i didn't realise, so i will try and figure that out soon.

i'm also fiddling with the sidebars, i have re-categorised them, i will soon finish adding all the links i plan to add. i have lots of fantastic links :)

and the lightning is pretty! i love the sound of thunder, it makes me happy.

i was really angry at about 5 in the morning because i woke up and i felt like i hadn't slept -- that sort of feeling that you've just sort of drifted off into a daydream but you haven't quite been sleeping? except i get that in several-hour-long spurts, and it keeps happening to me every time i need to be well-rested, and it really pisses me off. and i didn't have to wake up till 645 but when i "woke up" or snapped out of the semi-daydream state or whatever, i couldn't even get back into the semi-daydream state for a really long time. and i was really really really angry that i couldn't.

and then there were the exams. glad one of the worst days is over. hahaha when i was walking out of school with soph we ran into k on the stairs, and soph said hi and he totally ignored us! hahahahaha i think he's scared of me. i hope he is.

then when i was coming home there were LOTS of red men all around pandan valley. grasscutters, dozens of them, in red uniforms. it was quite scary.

then i ate. oh my dad was sweet - when i called home to say i was coming he said he'd mix me rasam rice with spinach and lots of ghee. and between papers my mom was nice and brought coffee for me kel and soph. well, tea for soph. thank god for coffee. anyway, i came home and then i started reading some trashy indian film magazines because my mom was sitting in front of me and reading them. and oh my god, these are the indian film magazine staples, but they really SUCK. the english is unbelievably shitty, the style isn't engaging, and it's full of rubbish. like the articles talk about all sorts of things that expect you to have knowledge of already. like if they suddenly ask preity zinta about the "salman tapes" how the hell are you supposed to know what they're talking about?!! sex tapes? audio tapes? wtf?! and then you have to flip through the rest of the articles in the magazine to figure out what they're saying. ok maybe it's just because i'm totally out of touch with bollywood scandals, but it was appalling. and i've heard preity in interviews and her english is perfect, but when they quoted her it was so bad. ugh. india needs a good, intellectually appealing magazine for the woman who wants to read about fashion and gossip and stuff.

i just realised there's no indian vogue, but there is a china vogue. just recently, i think. so if there's still no indian vogue by the time i graduate, i will set one up. because there are millions of women who actually do demand a high-style, high-class glossy. there's l'officiel which is pretty good but it's not vogue. i think there's a market for an indian vogue. let us see.

ok then what'd i do. switched on my computer. and then i showered, then i came back to my computer.

can anybody tell that i have an econs exam tomorrow, that i have yet to finish studying for? i should really go.