i feel happy today. spent the day at kel's, supposedly studying although as expected didn't get much of that done. but looked at her spain pictures and all her other pictures from years past. i maintain that her room desperately needs some colour, but that's me and my colourfulness. i am appalled that kelly's mom thinks i'm forbidable. this is the woman i've been scared of since.. sec one? and suddenly on one day she thinks i'm cute, and today tells me i'd make a good lawyer because i'm formidable. i asked my parents if i'm formidable and i think they were just as surprised. i hardly think i'm formidable. i'm secretly rather insecure - i guess i mask it pretty well. is it very hard to believe? hmm.

then headed off to orchard to find kelly a nice pair of jeans, and to have a look at the kino book sale. saw a lot of nice jeans but kel got tired of clothes shopping (the only type of fatigue that i will never fathom) and it was to the books. i picked up about ten books, and am proud that with great forbearance and willpower, i put all of them back down and bought none. i should stop buying books at a faster rate than i buy them. and i should resist the attraction of a sale. they're my biggest weakness. i can't wait for the film of 'home at the end of the world' to come out, though. colin farrell!

quenched my craving for my coffee bean muffin, but it didn't taste as good, possibly because i had just had a mrs fields cookie not more than an hour before. i have such an incorrigible taste for certain chocolatey things, it's disgusting. from now on, not more than one chocolate thing per day. perhaps later i'll bring it down to once every two days. i'm considering going on the cambridge diet. it looks quite good. maybe first of all i should go on a detox. anyway my parents asked me to get some unhealthy fast food for my brother, so i bought some for myself as well, since they were paying. two potato au gratin =] and then i felt terribly bloated. and on the way home my dad insisted on stopping at da paolo and buying unhealthy pasta with lots of cream and stuff, including some disgusting-looking semolina gnocchi. and i couldn't bring myself to eat any of it, and because of the pasta my brother didn't eat his potato thingie.

finished watching the stepford wives. it's a very short movie. not very satisfying. am now listening to the nicest song from the hum tum soundtrack. it's got saif ali khan speaking in some parts, he's sooo sexy even when it's just his voice. i think it's cos he's got this semi-accent thing going on, because he studied in england or something. he used to be banker or something. soooo sexyy. i like this movie muchly. especially because it's the first hindi film i've watched, besides an r-rated one, that has proper on-the-lips kisses. two of them. and sex on the beach, although not very explicitly. rani mukherji in her gorgeous red sari, on the beach with saif lying on top of her kissing her and the camera pans out slowly. ohhh hotness. (and the next scene was them in the morning in bed, her head on his shoulder, both of them asleep and no clothes on but with sheets covering them, sun streaming in, beautiful and so-not-hindi-film which makes it sooo cool. it's one of those scenes we're so used to in western tv/cinema, but refreshing in bollywood.) lovelovelove saif.

okok i will stop swooning. will go take a shower quickly and head off for my sleepover :) yayyy has been a good weekend. all that remains is for me to remember to burn the potential lysis soundtrack for tomorrow, and to do all my homework tomorrow!