ok so today was depressing. but then went for lunchish thing at secret recipe with nasty, and bitched about grades for a while and ate pumpkin soup and then soph joined us and bitched some more about school in general, then nasty went back to school and soph and i to orchard. we amazingly, despite being in uniform, got tickets for de-lovely without being asked for id. chit surmises that they must've figured that anyone brash enough to try and enter an m-18 film in school uniform must be in j2 and 18. so de-lovely was good. lovely music, lovely clothes, directing was very clever and the whole thing rather beautifully captured the decadence and underlying troubles of the jazz era. it was very nice. cheered me up quite a bit.

but now i'm really tired and stuff and have been in a bad mood for a long while today and just had a frustrating conversation with the parental units, so i'm going to sleep. pw and bad grades and lack of sleep is a lethal combination.

but before that, i found this on a lot of people's blogs, so i did it for lack of anything better to do other than math. i guess my answers are rather reflective of my current tiredness/irritatedness. i want to go shopping and my mom's been invited to a fashion show at mumbai se on thursday and i almost convinced her to take me but she's taking her friend instead because i have school. gahhhh. and she's got only invites for two people. sigh.

PAST:
1.) first grade teacher's name: mrs pauline tan
2.) last word you said: avalanche
3.) last song you sang: well would you evah
4.) last thing you laughed at: my brother
5.) last time you cried: yesterday
6.) what color socks are you wearing: don't wear socks at home
7.) what's under your bed?: dust, chit's history file, shoes, guitar box, more dust.
8.) what time did you wake up today: 7.11
9.) line from the last thing you wrote to someone: she deleted it and the one on the blog doesn't work either


PRESENT:
1.) current hair: black, wavy and wet, curly when dry, clipped away from face.
2.) current clothes: las vegas tshirt with a scorpion on it, and black nike shorts
3.) current jewelry: silver earrings, silver chain, silver ring.
4.) current annoyance: pw, my pathetic promo grades.
5.) current smell: marks and sparks hand cream
6.) current longing: a lit S?
7.) current desktop picture: luke and lorelai
8.) current worry: lit S. pw.
9.) current favorite article of clothing: my stripey red/pink jacket from Bath.
10.) do you currently like someone: i like my friends.


FUTURE:
1.) what is your career going to be: i have no idea. just had a frustrating discussion with parents trying to convince me that economics was the way to go. i'm not sure myself.
2.) if you could live anywhere in the world, where: paris or london. or any big colourful city that's modern and ancient at the same time.
3.) how many kids do you want: 3, with atleast one girl to dress up in pretty clothes.
4.) what kind of car will you drive: i used to want a lexus sc-430 in black with amber seats, but lexuses (lexi?) bore me lately. i think i'd rather have an exotic car, like an alfa romeo, or a bugatti, or a porsche or ferrari. although for family cars, sedans etc probably a jaguar or a bmw would be nice.


FAVORITES:
1.) favorite physical feature on a girl: hair and smile
2.) favorite physical feature on a guy: eyes and smile.
3.) one person you wish was here right now: no one, really. i'm happily alone at the moment. people would just increase my frustration. and when i'm around people i feel compelled to talk, but i'm not in a talkative mood.
4.) favorite author: i like a lot of authors, but no particular favourite right now.
5.) favorite coffee: i'm not much of a coffee person.
6.) favorite smell: flower by kenzo or glamour by ralph lauren.
7.) favorite way to waste time: computer, what else.
8.) favorite season: fall, in places other than singapore.
9.) favorite color: blue
10.) favorite time of day: evening


FASHION:
1.) how many coats and jackets do you own: about 6 or 7? i've never counted
2.) do you wear a watch: yes
3.) favorite pants color: pants black, jeans blue. i wear jeans more often than pants though.
4.) most expensive item of clothing: possibly my priyadarshini rao lehenga which i wore the other day.
5.) most treasured: the stripey jacket? i like all my clothes a lot, actually. i guess my indian clothes are pretty treasured as well. my abercrombie jeans are treasured.
6.) gold or silver: white gold and diamonds.

YOUR FRIENDS:
1.) do your friends know you: i suppose so.
2.) what do they tend to be like: sweet, insane, comforting.
3.) can you count on them: definitely.
4.) can they count on you: i think so.
5.) do you find it hard to trust people: depends on over what issue.


LASTS:
1.) last book you read: (and finished) the veiled kingdom, carmen bin laden. it's been a long time since then; i'm currently working on three books.
2.) last movie you watched: de-lovely, this afternoon with soph
3.) last movie you saw in theaters: de-lovely
4.) last show you watched on tv: something on cnn
5.) last song you heard: gold digger, by supreme beings of leisure
6.) last thing you had to drink: water
7.) last thing you ate: a scrumptious chocolate chip cookie
8.) last time you showered: about 8 pm?
9.) last time you smiled: about a half hour ago, before my discussion with my parents became frustrating.
11.) last person you hugged: i can't remember. i don't think i've hugged anyone in a while. i need a hug.
12.) last person you danced with: heh, myself. while listening to swing when you're winning and singing along to have you evah.
13.) last person you talked to online: kelly.
14.) last person you talked to on the phone: chit.
15.) last thing you bought yourself: a movie ticket?


DO YOU?:
1.) smoke: no
2.) do drugs: no, drugs bad.
3.) drink: not a lot, but yes.
4.) sleep with stuffed animals: sort of, but my stuffed animals generally end up on the floor within minutes.
5.) have a dream that keeps coming back: no
7.) believe there is life on other planets: i guess i'm not self-centred enough to believe that in the entire universe only our little planet has the fortune of having life to destroy it.
8.) read the newspaper: sometimes, usually the life section
9.) have any gay or lesbian friends: yes
10.) believe in miracles: occasionally
11.) consider police a friend or foe: usually friends. i never considered it, really. i guess the gestapo aren't friends, though. singapore police are ok i think.


FEELINGS:
1.) do you have any regrets: definitely. to come back to that obsessive topic of promos, i regret not studying more.
2.) i am happiest when: i'm with people who're good to talk to and funny at the same time, or when i have lots of chocolate.
3.) i feel lonely: i'm not generally a lonely person. not a loner either, but i mostly have people around me or if i don't, it doesn't usually bother me.
4.) what makes you mad: lots of things - irresponsible people, exams, parents quite often, right now i'm just irritated with the world. i guess lack of sleep makes me mad.


OTHER STUFF:
1.) what's the craziest thing you have ever done: i can't think of anything crazy enough to qualify as crazy, although i'm pretty sure i've done a lot of stuff that felt crazy at the time, like the entire female half of the class ponning pe on a regular basis but that's a sad thing to be the craziest thing i've ever done so i'm pretty sure there's been worse.
2.) any bad habits: the way i generally lead my life is a bad habit.
3.) any secret crushes: nope.
4.) do you think too much: sometimes. and sometimes i don't really think.